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Feels thread?
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contribootin'
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Might have had the greatest night of my life last Saturday. I spent the night listening to music on molly with the girl I liked. We spent 6 hours lying down in an abandoned mall's food court talking over the music. Caressing her face was bliss.

Got a date with her in 6 hours. I'm unsure if what we felt was due to the drug or not. I'm nervous.
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>>671675727
well the date is for you both to know how you feel about it
If you like her then go for it, if you don't feel it then tell her

Since you said it was the best night in your life, there sure is something buddy. Godspeed and be a happy little cunt
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>>671675727
Pathetic
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>>671676163
How
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>>671676163
Maybe so
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>>671677171
This is literally my life
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>>671675275

Welp, that image just destroyed me.
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>>671676493
That hit hard
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>>671677752
hey! >:(
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>>671675418
fug
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Get on my level
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>>671676493
>1.9 MB
Nigger alert
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>>671677752
rustled
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>>671675275
I have pneumonia, an infection of my intestinal tract, my back hurts as well as the base of my neck, 3 molars are impacted and need to be pulled, a 4 the molar starts to hurt, my business is losing money, my roof leaks, my residence permit is about to expire, I have to walk because my scooter has been borrowed, my wife sleeps in a different room because I have erectile dysfunction and she is not supportive, my strawberries got eaten by a skunk, my water pump does not work anymore after the flooding, when electricity is not down I post on /b/.
How the fuck do you think I feel?
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I got depression and anxiety and the meds have stopped working. I got a qt 3.14 gf, my grades are good, I got friends. By all accounts I should be happy but I just feel fucking empty.
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>>671676493
That one's from yesterday, right? You got the one with Ella?
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Best(and only) friend is growing more and more distant ever since I got a gf. He never used to be like this.

Feels bad.
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>>671682337
It was his'?
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>be me
>be diagnosed with a condition that prevented me from doing any kinds of sports or activity that wasn't just walking at a young age
>always say to myself "at least I have my mind"
>go through life generally happy
>hit 15 start feeling empty find out I'm depressed
>start getting worse develop anxiety
>start getting visual hallucinations
>start getting delusions
>realize that I don't have my mind anymore
now I have nothing
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>>671682694
forgot to add that I'm 19 now
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>>671675275
My aunt died yesterday. I've become so numb and callous I barely feel anything. I hate myself for not being normal enough to mourn the passing of my favorite aunt.
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>>671676493
This is unreadable you faggot.
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>>671675275
Just what I was looking for!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RetltB1e38I
What's the main point of this video? I'm not a native so...
Did the dude got raped in hir childhood (?) or what
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>>671680925
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eVm88MX2Gw4&bpctr=1456849251
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>>671680116
Probably right

My therapist keeps telling me how the world needs me. Not sure why he thinks that when there's billions of other people out there
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>>671682896
Do you play MTG?
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>>671675275
>Be me
>Wake up earlier today to watch sunrise
>Day off work so going to make the best of it
>Put on running gear
>datMorningFogRun.exe
>Girlfriend wakes up
>Come up behind her and give big good morning hug
>She's choking back tears
>Doesn't hug back
>Tells me she's done and storms out
>Be me
>Be sitting on /b/ for last hour or so in my running gear.
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>>671683167
That's normal dude. It'll hit you all at once.
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>>671683167

I get that way too anon. My grandma died and I had to pretend to be all distraught and stuff, but honestly I wasn't. She was old and she died, that's what happens. It's gonna happen to me too, fuck it.
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>>671683167
Don't hate yourself anon, it's a normal reaction. It's called emotional shock. The time for tears will be later.
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>>671682896
You're mind has become Memes.

That is the best life one could ask for.
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Why can't I feel anything
>arousal
>anger
>happiness
>fear
I feel nothing. Nothing at all and I don't know why. Does anyone else feel the same way?
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>>671683167
My stepmother killed herself the night before I was going on a trip. I completely blanked out and went anyway, refusing to even think about it for a few days.

Turned out to be a good decision as it gave both me and my father more time to process it
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>>671682896
Why the random kozilek brood art?
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>>671680116

that probably got painted over.
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I still cry about my dog sometimes, who was my only real friend
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https://youtu.be/1lXgSPpBtM8

Dying
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>>671677752
Best!
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>>671685001

Is that you?

that's probably the gayest thing I've ever seen
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>>671685111
Nice trips
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>>671685111
>>671685172
Samefag
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>>671680925
Maybe get a new hobby?
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>>671683859
Umm
Anon are you fine?
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>>671683859
Fuck mate your gf must be some unstable bitch. Get out before this happens monthly.
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>>671683676
Because you are paying someone to pretend to like you.

You don't matter, I don't matter. And neither does he.

>there I've saved you hundreds of dollars
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>>671685324
I don't know. Still here lurking. I really need to go run like 5 miles.
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>>671685640
Free healthcare mate

So even tho you're right I'll have him massage my ego a bit more
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>>671675275

Dumpin mine.
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>>671685462
I think she's been trying to throttle back her drinking and smoking; compounded with menstruation. It probably sounds like I'm making excuses for her because I am. Shit.
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>>671675275
>>671685938
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>>671683859

Shit. You okay /b/ro?
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>>671677480

that's actually quite comforting to know
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>>671675275
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>>671675727
good luck brohatma, you got this
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>>671686101
This was actually funny.
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>>671683859
shit anon, i'm sorry.

i'm supposed to me with this french qt3.14 today that i really like, but i'm just too scared/autistic to make a move. I feel like i should just give up....
but then again i don't want to, she's near perfect.
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>>671686101
How many of these do you have? I need to go to bed but
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I'm feeling pretty low
So bump and bootin'
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>>671686168
About 20 more
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>>671683859
>Tells me she's done and storms out
What? What the fuck?
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>>671683859
What?
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>>671686017
I'll be okay. Just started out my day feeling 10/10 and this brought it down to 2/10 in a heartbeat. I think she just needs to bring me down to shit-tier once in a while; not exactly sure if she realizes, but yeah.
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>>671683833
been trying to get into it
>>671684374
well when you put it that way...
>>671684461
dunno looks cool
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>>671680925
Know that feel. Except I didnt even have meds in the first place because by the time i overcame my anxiety enough to talk to my doctor the worst had passed and i was feeling okay again. Then I went manic and life was an awesome party of recklessness. Then I go depressed again and was still waiting to see a psych from the first time. Then mania again, pretty much all of 2016 so far, with a couple wild mood swings and some days of just feeling straight up crazy.

I want to get off mr.bones wild ride
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>>671683859
wanna like... yaknow talk about it?
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Rolling in the deep
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I have accomplished nothing in my life. All I've ever done is disappoint my parents and they keep spending money to try to fix me enough to get good grades. I'm finally getting said grades after being literally forced to do my work (because I'm too lazy to do it myself) I call myself a programmer but cant even make a fucking socket. I have no friends, and I'm ugly as fuck. And the worst part is that I don't have the balls to kill myself
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>>671686615
Repeated, is it over so dat I can go to sleep?
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>>671686686
That wasn't me. But now it is and you can go.
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>>671680611
>strawberries eaten by skunk

Motherfucker
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>>671684410
it's called depression my friend
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>>671686766
Thanks for all those images, I can sleep well now
Thank you a lot anon :))
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>>671686242
Sadly, this is typical for her. She throws mini-tantrums like this and makes vague absolutist comments shortly before leaving and failing to explain herself. Leaves me pretty bummed and feely until later in the day when she'll be chipper and explain that she meant "done" as in "done having to get her coffee cup out of the car" or some shit. I think on a subconscious level, she hates seeing me happier than her; or happy, period.
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>>671686890
>I think on a subconscious level, she hates seeing me happier than her; or happy, period
Sounds like a typical cunt, tbh fam.
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>>671686874
But I don't feel depressed or lonely.
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>>671686890
try moving on anon, tell her that it's you that's "done" this time.
she doesn't sound like waifu material tbqh
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>>671686890
>anon is happy because of something other than me
>better fuck up his day
Yeah, get rid of her.
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>>671680611
Don't worry buddy. You'll be dead some day. I think they have pills for the ED though. Use them on a pretty prostitute next time you've got some cash. Your wife sounds like a cunt.
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>>671675275
my life is so monoton, no motivation, zero at all since my ex left me in october, fuck her, fuck her sister, fuck her family, i hope she will get cancer

if dubs she will die in pain in 1 year, roll for help me bros
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>>671682694

now you start your own fight club
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>>671686368

I had a girl like that for a long time. Almost 7 years. Long story short, it's not worth it. If she wants to go, let her.
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>>671684925
>>671684887
>>671684856
>>671684830
I like this version better
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>>671687026
Depression, as a clinical term, means what you are experiencing, not just being sad.
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>>671687099
Despite dubs it's not really an option. We've been together for like 7 years and have been co-parenting our kids; they are turning out great, btw. She's actually helped me out of my alcoholic, binge-drinking, chain-smoking ways by giving me the opportunity to see that I'm much more than what I was; I owe that completely to her. Now, I want to return the favor. She truly is the love of my life, but somedays she really cuts me down hard. This morning was like, damn.
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I got my new prosthesis this morning
And it is fucking aweful, I thought getting a new level of mobility in my life would improve my mental state.

Looking at it made my heart sink, lower than it has since losing my leg.

I can feel my thigh twitching even though there's no weight.
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>>671687547
Thank you
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>>671687336
rolling
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>>671687336
help me guys, roll
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>>671687692
Make your own, we have the technology
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>>671685674
>>671685679
>>671685692
>>671685720
God i know these fucking people
I used to be these "im so empty" people
Luckily tumblr wasnt a fucking thing then
80% of these linking park meme faggots will grow out of it, and soon
And they most certainly have never actually been depressed
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>>671687922
>linking park meme faggots
Yeah, they're the worst.
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>>671687887
I have a page which has 3D printer files for a leg

Anyone know Jew Runes
Or How to translate a page on Firefox?
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>>671688094
But in the end it doesn't really matter.
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>>671688371
CRAWLING IN THESE MEMES, MY JIMMIES WONT UNRUSTLES
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>Be me, 12 yo Femanon
>In school
>3 dogs constantly barking
>ask parents to control there dogs
>parents don't do shit
>don't know why but i grabbed a box cutter within arms reach
>Slice closest dog throat
>blood every where
>children crying
>stab the other dog 4 times
>morebload.jpg
>teacher with balls takes box cutter away
>police was called
>i was arrested
>spent 3 year in a mental hospital because of that
Cont?
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>>671688371
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>>671675275
In 2006 my mother and I both had declared cancer within 1 month of each other. Hers was breat cancer and mine was a sort of leukemia, that changes something about the white blood cells.
We both started treatment, free healthcare is sweet. In early 2007 we are both out of treatment, I had 8 chemo therapies and my mother had a few less, but also went through radiation.

Felt like we were getting back on the right track again. But unlike my normal 10 year old friends (I'm from 96) I had already started matureing and seeing what the world really is. 6-7 years of childhood was all I got.

Regardless of that in 2009 I start getting sick again. Doctors find out that my bonemarrow has been broken by the chemo theraphy and I need a new one. Half year goes by before a donor is found and I get the hardest round of chemo again to "reset" my body and make it more acceptable to the new bonemarrow. After I receive it I spent 3 months in isolation before I get to go home. Hardly surviving that shit I spent two years dealing with aftereffect, hardly being able to eat, because we later found out my throat had closed up so there was less than 0,2 cm in diameter only allowing liquids to pass through. That gets fixed up.

2011, at the age of 15 I've been hospitalised for almost 11 months, spent 2 birthdays and one christmas in there, been through over 75 surgeries and much more.

But you know what I have to live with? Knowing that in 2012 my mother had cancer again, the old cancer had spread to her bones, one lung and the liver. She kept fighting until early 2013 when she slept in peacefully.

It wasn't my own battle that was the hardest, it was the fact that I had to silently sit on the side line and watch my mother fight a battle she could not win.
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>>671686995
Hopefully, it's not a permanent phase; she wasn't like this when we first met. In all honesty, she's pretty much turning into the dick that I used to be. Whether she's doing it on purpose or subconsciously is moot I suppose. Thanks, /b/ros. Comments brought me back up to a 6/10 and I'm going to go for that run now. These miles ain't gonna run themselves. Cheers.
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>>671683202
open the image in a new tab and zoom in then you fuckwit
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>>671688371

bretty good anon.
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The ex is moving away with my boy across the country. I cry about it all of the time. Oh well, I have a few more weeks left.
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>>671688757
Go on. My peepee is tingling
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>>671689219
> 9gag
FTFY
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>>671690766
Nice dubs
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>>671688757
>In school
>Parents with dogs in school
>Box cutter in school

Fake and gay
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>At first it really felt like a prison
>i thought if i just do normal i will get out.
>i ignored almost everybody.
>muchsuppressedhatred.avi
>one day someone threw poop at me
>this was the 6 month and only had one month left
>so i became very angry
>i picked up my plate (a tv dinner plate like. dont know the word for it. i m a eurofag)
>and repeatedly beaten the poop thrower with it
>her face didn't look the same after
>so my status went from stable to unstable
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>>671686167
update:
yeah im not even meeting her, she's "too tired".
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>>671691493
let me explain.
We have a day in our country called "dierendag". that translate to Animalday. on that day you are allowed to take your pet to school. and i had a weird class room with a part of the classroom was a workshop.
faggot
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>>671691812
kek
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Feels thread man
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>>671691812
Still does nothing to address massive inconsistency in your bullshit

A child in school openly slaughters 2 dogs with a box cutter

None of it happened
Why mislead completely anonymous strangers?

I would of given more of a shit if it was actually real or even had any validity
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>>671691596
Sounds like that was the right place for you at the time. No shame in it, I have already resigned myself to the fact that I am probably going to lose the last bit of a grip I have on my sanity soon and end up in the same boat. Closest i got was having a freshly sharpened kitchen knife in my hand and stopping myself just before getting to the room my dad and his gf were in.
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>>671692364
haha you're such a faggot
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>>671693045
Your lies betray you Cucklord
Go now and masturbate yourself to higher self esteem

The jimmies are eternally unrustled
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>>671675275
my whole mom's cancer made me really anxious and I started eating a lot... I got really fat and I need motivation to lose weight again... UGHH
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mbp0DugfCA
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Just wanted to stop by to let you guys know that it gets better. Please believe that. I know a lot of you are probably at your very lowest right now but please hang in there. Life has its ups and downs and sure, you're in the down part now. All that means is that the up is on its way. Good things are coming soon bros. For all of us.
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>>671693713
Thank you
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>>671679149
MODS MODS MODS
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>>671683703
Fucking hell
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Recently received permanent disqualification from all military service for an indefinite amount of time. All because I took ADHD medication when I was 12
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I got called a sex offender on Facebook and then it spiraled into this witch hunt and everyone started saying I was a serial rapist. No proof of anything, no 'victims' came forward. Everyone believes that shit. Fuckin tumblr types. Can't go to shows any Iost most of my friends.
>was 21
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>>671693713
My nigga

He's right /b/ro's rise and grind
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>>671684568
Kek
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>>671693713
Been telling myself that for 5 years now
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>>671694020
faggot she is 21 use google image
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>>671693998
>>671693713
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>>671694133
You may not have even noticed things getting better. I certainly didn't. Someone had to point out that I very nearly came close to killing myself. Now I wouldn't even think about it. Sit and think about the things you have to be thankful for today and ask yourself if you had those things 5 years ago.
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>>671693713
nearly 10 years since i first got diagnosed with depression and all i can say is its all a load of shit. it never fucking ends. at best, you avoid it for a couple of years, but it always comes back.
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>>671694062
Your not missing much

I lost my left leg, I'm now watching comrades get on with life, get jobs, married and live like nothing ever happened whilst I struggle to lift myself from my bed.

But like someone here said, it can get better.
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>>671694463
I never said it gets permanently better. Life isn't always going to be perfect. It'd be fucking boring if it was. It has its ups and downs. You just have to learn to cope with those downs and wait for the ups.
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>>671675727

>6 hours alone on drugs together
>Caressing her face was bliss

unless you made a move she probably thinks you're weird. why didn't you kiss her or something?
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>>671676163
there's always this guy
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>Can never find friends who aren't the type of person who can't wait 'til you're done talking so they can talk about themselves

>Have friends
>End up resenting them
>No friends
>Get lonely
>Get friends
>End up resenting them

Maybe I'm an asshole? People genuinely seem to like me, though. It'd just be nice to hold a conversation with somebody about something interesting without it eventually turning into what they're doing.
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>>671684948
>a boy
>they
this kind of shit hurts my eyes
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>>671694706
when the downs outweigh the ups 10 to 1 its not worth waiting around for the ups.
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> need new transit pass
> forgot to buy at the subway station
> campus store sold out
> -10°
> snow everywhere
> 40km from home
> failed calculus ii midterm and have to take it a 4th time
Fuck me
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>>671694474
Thank you for your service anon and I'm very sorry to hear about what happened. Hopefully with the pace advancements in prosthetics are currently going you will get your mobility back in the near future
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>>671683676
>My therapist keeps telling me how the world needs me

Hahaha, if that's the shit they tell people, then no wonder the patients mostly end up prescription drug addicts. What a bunch of egotistical bullshit.
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>>671676163
Do you want to take this outside you pompous little faggot? Talk shit get hit, bitch
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>>671695155
You need to buckle down and study. Calc 2 isn't near THAT hard
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>>671695305
> literally a fite me irl post
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>>671678946
That's like... really fucked up. I cried inside becuse that's exactly how i feel everyday. Like i miss home, except my home isn't on this world. I wait for death and peace.
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one of better friends from my past is now considered crazy and he is in some place with old people getting force fed some pills and shit just because he was on a trip last week and his parents came in his room while he was talking to the moon and he didn't even notice his parents there
>feels bad man
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>>671695472
I know its not that hard. It hard to study when you are up 48 doing only what your manic inpulsiveness makes you feel like doing until you start hallucinating the integrals you were supposed to solve.
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>>671695735
lost
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>>671685205
kek
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>>671695605
Spotted the ayy.
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>>671686597
Are you me? 1st year computer science. I can do some shit, call myself a programmer, but no one would employ me because trully i can't do anything usefull. So i'm starting work at McDonalds soon.
20 yo, never had a girlfriend. Most of my friends are fed up with me, no on really likes or love me, they dont even add me to facebook conversations anymore. Last time when asked how often i think about suicide i asked "per day?" and there was this awkward silence, and i could see that pity in the eyes of that psychiatrist, even she could see im beyond broken. I could as well say how many times per hour i think about killing myself. I have no balls to do it, i couldnt do it to my family, my mom would be broken forever.But i wait for death every day. People say it'll get better, but im just so tired...so tired. I just want peace, not feel pain anymore.
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this one fucked me up the most
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>>671696424
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>>671696545
That's like most retarded thing i've ever read.
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Shit Tumbr Says hurts my feelings. Help me take it down.

http://ouendanl.tumblr.com/post/140245567088/birdgirlsecretary-birdgirlsecretary-hey-spam
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>>671696408
ayyyy lmao
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>>671696545
>>671696856
Yeah like we have the money to do all that shit,

A 9mm round is like 6 cents.
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>>671695204
Yup with hope

I just got my new one today >>671687692
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>>671676068
>my life
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>>671696856
Well, it isn't coming from me, but I think it's a better way to deal with a suicidal feel.
That's only my opinion.
Do you prefer kill yourself & think "that's it" ?
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I thought it was over
But depression is coming back
Nothing really changed
I'm here forever.
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Threads like this makes me wonder if I missed my calling as a therapist, but then I remember all the dumbfucks, and hardheaded self-destroyers I would have to work on.

Honestly, if they had the sense to officially give up treatment on the worst cases, then the same resources wasted on the unredeemable criminally insane, psychotics and schizophrenics would save way more people who just need a little help before they dig themselves into a rut.

Honestly, most of you people just need to reorient your thoughts. Base your values on logical things which are concrete, understandable, and personally meaningful instead of seeking some plastic social fantasies that are nothing but illusion and completely alien to you.

And for fucks sake, whatever you do, never allow any human other than your biological child to become the focal point of your life. It's absurd.
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>>671689219
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>>671697383
> schizophrenics
> waste of resources
Are you fucking retarded? All it takes is neuroleptics, a good attitude, and some life skills training if they want to get better.
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Runfag, reporting back. Did a combo run/jog and feeling better. Spotted this and slowed to bring you guys a picture.
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>>671697287
It doesn't work like this bro.
You just want the pain to go away... you dont want to see how beautiful life is. Just want the pain to go.
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>>671697741
>if they want to get better

Which is why I started the list of mental health diagnosises with "unredeemable". You know, as in, the people who don't, won't, or can't.

Cry me a river, but many people are worse than dead weight and contribute a net negative utility to themselves, their area, and anyone around them that even tries to help.
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>>671681374
Damn..
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>>671675418
doesn't everyone
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>>671698243
fuck man that's a nice view, and the grave thing just kinda fits in on my feels rn.
don't usually smoke, but i'd get high af there now..
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>>671675727
XDD WEW LADDY UR MAD BROOOOO UR SOOOOO MAAAAAAADDDD LE IRONY IS LE BESTEST HUMOR XDD I LOV IRONY AND LE BIG BANG THEORY BAZINGA IT LE KILLS MY LELES I LOVE POOPY SHIT COCK I WANT A BLACK COCK *unsheathes katana* wellllllllll m’goodsir, I think u thought u had me beat, but wacht this !!!! *charges up energy* *goes super sainant* *farts* *raises paw* hhmmmmmmmmm....... I
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>>671693713
please stop lying cunt
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>>671698505
Dafuq
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>>671698243

TFW people commemorate you by piling trash on the beach or side of the road
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>>671675727
you bonded. doesnt matter if it was on molly or not.
the drug makes you more open... you both opened up and liked what you saw.
you should be good, unless you focus on why it shouldnt be.
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I don't really feel anything you guys need to man up and if you guys can't kill you're selfs you fucking faggots
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>>671698602
HOOOOOOOOLLLLLLYYYYY SHIT i just fall of chair!!!! simply le epic so ebin dae le epin win xD pwn’d ftw le bacon narwhale xP upboated good sir i tip my fedora to you! tips fedora, le any1 athiest? LOL
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>>671698307
> implying there are zero schizos with the self awareness and and desire needed to become functional
Gr8 b8 m8
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>>671675727
>on molly
>unsure if what we felt was due to the drug or not.

Are you serious, dude? Of course it was the drug. Don't be dense. The feelings are still real physical sensations, though, so don't let the semantics and reality confuse you.

The feelings were triggered by taking the drug, but you used her as the target for them. Kind of like when you're really angry and someone just says Hi but you go off on them? It's exactly like that except you're feeling love and she happens to be there so of course you'll target her with your drugged up overwhelming emotions and vice versa. which is why big Molly parties end up often with everyone topless and touching each other.
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>>671698904
Yeah, I've known and met them personally, so enjoy your little fantasy, kid. The world is more complicated than you think.
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>>671685567
this shit is funny>>671685652
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>>671683676
You could ask your therapist...
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>>671684410
OH YEAH?! WELL AT LEAST I DON'T SPEND MY TIME SUCKING DICKS IN THE BATHROOM AT OLIVE GARDEN, YOU DIRTY ROTTEN LOWDOWN SLIMY FILTHY DISGUSTING GLUTTONOUS HOGLIKE MOTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKING SON OF AN INCESTUOUS PEDOPHILE SHEMALE RAPIST PROSTITUTE. GET YOUR MOM'S DICK OUT OF YOUR MOUTH. DO YOU KNOW WHAT I'M GONNA DO? I'M GONNA SHIT UP YOUR ASS. STOP FOR A MOMENT AND REALLY GRASP THAT STATEMENT. I AM LITERALLY GOING TO SHIT UP YOUR ASS. I WILL TAKE MY PANTS OFF, RIP YOUR PANTS OFF, OUR SPHINCTERS WILL TOUCH, AND I WILL SHIT. YOU WILL TRY TO COUNTERSHIT, BUT MY SPHINCTER WILL OVERCOME, AND I WILL PUSH A LOG OF SHIT FROM MY ASS UP AND INTO YOUR BODY. THIS IS WHAT SHALL OCCUR. YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE? I WILL PISS IN A POT. I WILL ADD CORNSTARCH TO THE PISS AND BOIL IT UNTIL IT GETS REALLY THICK, LIKE SAUCE. I WILL POUR THE THICKENED PISS INTO A PLASTIC CONTAINER AND PUT IT IN THE FRIDGE UNTIL IT HARDENS INTO A FIRM JELLO. I WILL THEN CUT IT INTO RECTANGLES, BATTER IT IN A MIX OF MILK, FLOUR, AND EGGS, AND DEEP FRY IT AT 375 UNTIL GOLDEN BROWN, FLIPPING ONCE SINCE THEY FLOAT. AND I WILL SERVE YOU MY DEEP FRIED PISS.
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>>671698481
Very popular road for getting high, drinking, running/jogging, and committing suicide. Not sure who this one was for, but there have been several.
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>>671698609
It's too specific to be trash: cross, rosary, shells, rocks, and a baseball. One man's trash....
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22 years old broke fuck both economically and emotionally
economically -> fired from 10th time from job cos im just slow and retard and will be kicked out soon from house cos cant afford anymore the rent (shitty solo flat 300€)
emotionally -> not a real friend to talk about these things, never had gf, ugly, hare lip, no social skill, autism when it comes to social situations
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>>671683676
And why would you want to leave a mark on the world ? Vanity, all of it. Just enjoy life.
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>>671699078
Let me guess, all inpatients treated like children?
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>>671685531
best one
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>>671688831
96 ? Underage b&...

Wait.

96 kids are 20 now...

Porn actress can be fucking born in 98. You can be a porn actress and be born AFTER pokemon was released.
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>>671698243

Glad you're feeling better /b/ro.
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do you mean this one?
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