Ask a p-psychologist anything!
I'm h-here for you Anonymous; don't suffer in s-silence!
how do I be happy
so i have a terrible ailment, how do i fix it?
>>686950280
I have recently been diagnosed with narcissistic personality disorder, feel pretty bummed out but it makes sense since I am envious, angry and compare myself constantly with people around me. One thing my shrink told me what could help me is to form meaningful relationships with other people. Thing is I can fake alot of relationship stuff but I am having difficulties relating to someone else. I can fake alot of friendship stuff so I can get what I want for someome but I don't have a clue how to build an actual real friendship/relationship.
How do?
>>686950898
You complete things, you do things, you go live life. These things release dopamine, making you happy.
I don't think p-psychologist is a correct way of showing the stutter correctly.
Also how do I give off good first impressions?
>>686951013
What is the terrible ailment?
>>686951016
I mean, that's something you should ask your psychologist about, not me. I'm not trained in personality disorders.
>>686950280
*I'd like to ask you today about "Haikus". Do you know anything regardless this particular user?*
What to do if you want to talk to someone but can't because your mind just keeps going blank and can't come up with anything other than smalltalk that doesn't lead anywhere.
>>686950898
Why am i not as filled with energy, joy, and overall positivity as when i was younger?
>>686951116
homophobia
Hello Alice! How have you been?
>>686951180
go with the smalltalk
I have made plans to kill myself every week for the last few months. Never get around to doing it. Is this sustainable at all?
>>686950280
Oh hey, weird time of day for you to be on, but a pleasant surprise.
Just wanted to say I'm the bipolar anon who tried to an hero last month and things have gotten way better, especially now that my meds are figured out. You're pretty cool for doing these threads.
>>686951116
Ah well figured I had nothing to lose anyway, good luck to you sir.
>>686951190
Because you are older; things change in the body as you age.
>>686951180
Why don't you bring up your interests, or ask about theirs?
>>686951139
Tons. But that's not a person I'd like to discuss.
>>686951100
I would recommend just being yourself; any impression you give off that doesn't fit your actual mental state will just lead to disappointment later.
>>686951317
Not bad!
>>686951363
That's how most people with depression are. Go to a doctor.
>>686951380
Glad to hear it! Keep up the good work!
>>686951205
That's not a mental illness, you are just a dick.
>>686951363
you asked the question as if you knew the answer. go get help if you need it, work through it somehow
>>686950280
Why do my spaghettios keep making lightning in the mircowave?
Are the myer briggs personality types a thing or just social hype (think astrology)?
I feel hopeless every single day and have lost the ability to care about anything. Any tips? This has gone to the point where it's affecting my life severely
>>686951331
it's always the same stuff
I just feel bad because I don't want them to think I'm growing distant or something, my mind just kept and keeps going blank when it comes to conversations for the past few months
>>686951564
you live in a dry area, move someplace near the sea
>>686951503
As to you, Anonymous. Sorry I couldn't help.
>>686951564
Take the spoon out.
>>686951633
It's meaningless. Don't give it a second thought.
>>686951648
Have you seen a doctor?
I just realised my worth by the way I am carrying my self socially. The sad thing is due to series of events I have almost no real friends irl. My point is I like javing friends many of them as I did before. Now I seek for friendship anywhere I can get my hands on. I think I am trying to hard too. Halp.
>>686951656
I find it helps to be active socially and physically, then you've got something to talk about
>>686951771
Uhh. How are you trying too hard?
>>686951838
Yeah, workout bros are always so nice to talk to.
>>686951712
You say you are trained in personality disorders, could you tell me what this means ?
I am the societal value guy btw, I love how you are often here now, hows your sickness btw
>>686950280
I'll post this sense I didn't get helpful responses last time.
I'm a compulsive liar, how do I stop?
How do you know if an individual is truly intelligent, on the first glance i mean?
>>686951712
Thought about it, but never got the guts to get a time for one. You think that's what I should go for? >>686951648
>>686951978
how do we know you're not lying now?
>>686951922
I'm pretty okay. Antibiotics are working, but also really fucking up my liver and kidneys.
I said I WASN'T trained in personality disorders; I mostly was on the other side, with schizophrenia, depression, bipolar, etc
>>686951978
CBT is the best way; ask your doctor about it.
>>686952065
Yes, go to a doctor.
>>686952062
You can't, because that concept is inherently flawed.
>>686952062
1. define truly intelligent
2. you can't
>>686951526
*Yes, from what i've heard it must have been a real pain to deal with back when he was present. Have you met him thanks to your threads? Also, can you confirm that said person's gender should be male?*
Any good ideas on a good, peaceful way to kill yourself?
Last time I tried a bunch of temazepam, nortriptyline and alcohol but apparently not enough, only passed out for like 24 hours
>>686951838
There's not much going on socially with my life so that's out of the question.
>>686952250
I don't like to spread rumors; they presented as female, they eventually came out as male maybe, that's none of my business.
>>686952307
Yes, live till 80 and die of old age surrounded by your loved ones. Give it a try!
Suicide isn't the answer, Anonymous; seek help.
>>686952184
Reading 2hard
Anyway I can talk to your more personally, I have a fairly big issue and Id like to resolve it but I honestly dont want to do it on 4chan, would email or your chat be better ?
>>686950280
A girl dumped her boyfriend for me. She said she needs time to recover but I don't like this coldness. I'm worried she will forget about me. Went from texting everyday to once a week while she recovers.
>>686952307
Old age.
can someone that once loved you, truely hate you ? or vice versa, even if one has done bad things to the other ? is it possible to even fall out of love completely, i still love someone from years ago.
>>686952384
So why not get more things going on?
>>686952424
[email protected]
Though your response might be a bit delayed today.
You can also access my chat if you prefer, but, well, lots of people in there if you don't want to expose yourself.
>>686952475
Just wait it out dude. Also, that's a really shitty thing to do.
>>686952536
Yes. Absolutely yes.
>>686952307
try taking 40-50 feet of fresh air, downwards ideally, with a good solid surface to aim for
Do you belive that there is a greater purpose behind our existance, or that this all is purely an accident, and that we just live to fulfill our biological needs?
>>686952616
People survive that all the time. Horribly.
Should I kill myself now or wait since it will eventually happen?
>>686952404
Why isn't suicide the answer though?
>>686952384
>>686952603
this could be the root issue
>>686952603
No access to opportunities to get things going on.
>>686952726
Do it, stream it, be the hero you were born to be
Hi Alice, how was your day? I hope good!
>>686952726
You should not kill yourself.
>>686952752
Permanent solution to a temporary problem; even a minor delay in almost all people who try to commit suicide stops them.
>>686952825
Oh? What do you do then? What are your hobbies, etc?
>>686952908
Just woke up!
>>686952603
It is a shitty thing to do, but she liked me before she was with this guy (for 2 years) but I was taken. I'm single now, so she went for it. Everything feels so cold right now, the uncertainly of length and if she changes her mind bugs me. You're right tho, nothing but wait it out.
>>686952475
>>686952184
Can use of psychedelics bring out a psychotic break? Seen as I was misdiagnosed with schizophrenia. (No symptoms other than after using LSD etc) I´m in work, have hobbies, no delusions etc.
>>686952404
*Seems like this particular occurrence happened quite sometimes in this community, Eva had a similar approach if i do recall correctly. Do you think male users are more inclined to state to be females instead?*
>>686952603
Great, thanks man ill see you later.
>>686952973
psychotic breaks are alright, sounds like you've had a hard time but are getting through it
>>686952616
>>686952722
That would be far from a peaceful death, too much time to think on the way down and you most likely end up lying in excruciating agony as you slowly die.
Hence why I tried benzos + alcohol before- pass out, fall into coma, and eventually stop breathing
>>686952973
...what does having work and hobbies have to do with schizophrenia? Plenty of schizophrenics work.
Psychadelics can make an underlying mental condition such as schizophrenia rear its head. For your own sake, do not do them again. Let that sleeping dragon lay.
>>686953001
I think a lot of people who want to date me think I'm a lesbian and therefore lie about their gender. That's why I don't date people anymore.
>>686953075
*waves*
>>686953188
yeah, it´s all good now. stress overload, I guess :)
>>686952954
Just games and series lately really.
>>686953218
Just saying that a lot of people with mental illnesses (I work with people with mental illnesses) have a hard time focusing on doing daily tasks. That´s all, Alice
>>686953200
How about just not killing yourself, and seeking medical attention?
Why do you want to kill yourself, Anonymous?
>>686953316
So why not join a club related to that?
Don't close your third eye, simply because you think other people do not share your interests, Koishi!
>>686950280
Fuck you bitch, you didn’t answer last time
>>686951363
Be an hero.
>>686952954
People always say it's only a temporary problem though, doesn't that go against the whole idea of getting treatment for it and not going off medications?
If it was only a temporary thing then wouldn't you only need to take medications until it passes instead of staying on them forever?
>>686953405
great way to get back at her, dickweed
But why 2hu?
>>686950280
I constantly fantasize about gratuitous physical violence against, well everything. Objects, animals, people. Not even being edgy, what the hell is wrong with me?
>>686953396
Well, sure. If they are on the bell end of the curve. Most people with mental illness are functional.
And not all schizophrenics (or even most!) are non-functional. So don't use your functionality as a barometer for how healthy you are.
>>686953405
Sorry! Ask me again!
>>686953530
You realize almost no one takes medication forever, right? Schizophrenics and people with extreme bi-polar do...pretty much everyone else, the end goal is to wean you off of them eventually.
>>686953585
Why not?
>>686953631
Sounds like a mild form of OCD; I'd contact your doctor, maybe get a referral to a psych.
>>686953403
There are no clubs in my area, tried getting involved in a local gaming forum some time back but that failed horribly.
>>686950280
I tried to commit suicide recently, got better, taking meds. But, when I try to find stuff on it all I see is things like 'I was depressed' and 'I'm so sad', but I did it because I was so incredibly angry with myself, is this normal? Have other people tried to kill themselves because of similar reasons?
>>686953403
Already got medical attention before, even state run hospital didn't really help
As to why I would want to, it's pretty simple, there just isn't anything to live for anymore. No one would even notice I was gone (not exaggerating either)
>>686953218
*Do you remember the year you started dating anons?*
>>686953530
you're totally right. those drugs are a long term solution, but small doses of psychedelics can sometimes give you exactly what you need. it's not for everyone
>>686950898
Drugs
>>686951190
Life makes you jaded. When you're young you're still naive enough to believe the world is good, when it's really not.
>>686951180
Drugs
>>686950280
I have seen your threads for 3 days in a row and in non of them have you responded to me more than once, for some reason, you never told me what I should do to get over my muslim crush, you simply told me to ask him out (I already mentioned that this is off bounds for muslims), when getting over someone I have been with, there are things to love and hate and letting go of the experiences is easy with time, but I have nothing bad noteworthy to hold on to with this guy and as I said, seeing him almost daily is a chore because he makes me feel so powerless, I would do anything for him and it is so hard to get over someone when you have that mentality.
>>686951526
>"she" doesn't think being gay is a mental illness
Pro tip: any sexuality deviating from heterosexual, is a mental illness
>>686953951
I'm mentally ill. Happy yet?
>>686953733
Oh? You could try joining my chat if you like! We all play games!
>>686953805
Hmm. Angry with yourself. Tell me more.
As well, what medications are you taking?
>>686953809
>>686953809
What kindof medical attention did you get?
I would notice. And if you do manage to pass, I will guarantee you, I will remember you.
>>686953811
Never dated anons.
>>686953814
Small doses of psychedelics expose underlying mental disorders.
>>686953843
I've been investigating muslim communities and customs; can you tell me what kind of muslim he is?
>>686953951
Yeah, that's why they are evolutionarily conserved and we have proven they are evolutionarily helpful via kinship selection, right?
Go peddle your pseudoscience elsewhere, potsy.
>>686950280
i'm a 21 year old student and constantly contemplating suicide, should i just fucking do it?
>>686954113
He is a fairly religious sunni.
>>686954113
*Excuse me, must have misunderstood your last statement, anyway i've bothered you enough. May you have a nice day.*
>>686954209
give it a few years, at least until 30
>>686954305
Yeah, I believe you if he won't even date non-sexually. Alright, I explored every avenue for you, I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. I thought maybe a better situation could be done.
The best way to go about this is to change your mentality. Accept that you cannot be with him, accept that it isn't going to work out, and avoid him.
The chemical responsible for this is called oxytocin, and it hits quick but fades away slowly. The only thing you can do is wait it out, normally.
However, if there is someone else you have your eye on, you can switch your affection pretty easily to them, if your oxytocin levels are high. I'm sure you are a cute girl, probably got plenty of guys with eyes on you; consider asking someone else out. It'll be difficult at first, but after a few weeks, then it won't be.
But the most important thing is to hold on to your sense of identity as a person; take time for you, do things for you, and don't put so much of your sense of self worth into other people.
I'm sorry I can't do much more, Anonymiss; while I may be the avatar of love, it doesn't mean I can tame it any more than you can.
>>686954113
>/b/
>using facts in an argument instead of memes
You're wasting your time
>>686950280
How can I get myself to be more comfortable with the looks I get from people on the street? I'm transgender and the looks really shake my confidence and make my depression and anxiety worse
>>686954113
I am taking 15 mg of Buspirone a day
I was super angry with myself, I have a good job and PHD, but every relationship I have had turns out with the woman wanting to be friends (regardless of if we have had sex). No matter what I do I seem to always fall short of what people want, and yet they are always talking about how great I am and how worthwhile my work is. The final straw waswhen a woman I had a crush on went on 3 dates with me and talked for >30 hours in a weekend, and then decided she wasn't attracted to me.
>>686954113
In-patient psychiatric care, both local hospital many times, state run psychiatric hospital, special psychiatric in-patient facility, tried on pretty much every type of antidepressant, out-patient psychiatrist, group therapy sessions, and 1 on 1 therapist
None really seemed to help much at all
Appreciate the sentiment, but doesn't really help since I know there's no way you could notice due the anonymous nature of 4chan
>>686950280
Men are still good, right?
>>686954209
No. Seek medical attention.
>>686954844
Aren't we all?
>>686954875
Oh Anonymiss. I'm sure you are as beautiful on the outside as you are on the inside; you need to love yourself more! Don't bother with others; as a person with disabilities, I get looks all the time too. Hold your head up high and tell em to take a picture if they want you so bad!
In all seriousness, you've got to believe in yourself and live for you, first. Don't worry about other people so much.
>>686955004
Did they give you any more information besides that? That DOES sound like depression Anonymous; it can manifest as sadness or anger, but it's the same underlying condition.
>>686955081
That doesn't tell me anything; where you went doesn't dictate how good the care was or what therapies they gave you. As well, there are new antidepressants every year; I need to know WHICH.
And you'd be surprised. People are easy to recognize, even on 4chan, to the trained eye.
How do I find an aim in life?
I am a 26 years old male virgin finishing my masters degree (this summer). I don't have any goal or anything that I want to accomplish in life. I'm the typical result of the overfed western ciivlizaition. There is nothing in life for me to live but all around it is too comfortable to off myself. I'm currently still living with my parents because I don't see the point in moving out. Money is not the problem I have around 20k savings but nothing to spend them on because nothing interests me. I spend my days on 4chan playing vidya now and then and fapping. Occasionally I do something for my studies (working on the thesis right now). I can't even tell how I did it but I will finish with a very good degree but what then? I could get a pretty good job with that but for what. I don't need all that money. I guess I'm just completely lost.
>>686950280
Serious here OP
I get over whelmed emotionally
I can be ok then placed in a different scenario and lose it
I get anxy and feel like everyone is starring at me
I yesterday at the park I was koo but some chicks approached and automatically got weird started not trying to look foolish and by doing so brought that out even more
What can I do
>>686954113
>it doesn't think mental illnesses come with evolution of the gene pool as mutations are formed and genetic data is lost
Lol ok, it's funny that you want gays to be treated normal, but people that fuck the same aex, are as low as people that fuck dogs (like you),
And it doesn't change the fact anyway, that your argument will always be flawed. If you open the door to homosexuals, you'll need to open the door to beastiality as well. Which we all know you are willing to do (I mean you took a dog cock in your holes), but in the end, just like everyone else on the planet, somehow gay is a sexuality, it's not a mental illness, but pedophilia is. And you will use circular logic to keep it that way, seeing as society needs someone to put the blame on and be the punching bag of the modern world.
>>686955081
*You could always use an avatar.*
>>686955286
Huh?
>>686955337
Masters degree in what?
>>686955389
Go to a doctor! You have anxiety issues and need therapy!
>>686955391
Again, what you are speaking of is genetic drift. Homosexuality is evolutionarily conserved, meaning it is a result of natural selection, not genetic drift or neutral selection.
Take a class on kinship selection, dude.
Unlike bestiality, homosexuality confers a group reproductive advantage. So, no.
>>686955286
We all have good and bad traits, so no one, man or woman can really be called good nor bad.
We all fall somewhere in between the two, with some being closer to the good side and some closer to the bad side.
Wouldn't these threads be better on r9k?
Sure you will get some hate, but not mentioning your gender should shave off 50% of the hate, leaving only the autists raving about avatar and anime fagging.
I'm sure plenty of anons there might want help, or even just to talk. It couldn't hurt to try.
Plus you could use a tripcode
>>686955391
*I'm pretty sure the conversation you are referring to was just a roleplay.*
>>686955896
/b/ is my home. Also, what am I, a fucking tripfag?
>>686955642
>Masters degree in what?
Comp sci, ofc.
>>686956035
Want to work on a game together? <4
Seriously, with a CS degree, there are tons of things you can do! Pick one and get started!
>>686955642
Well can't you help me OP
What the fuck should I talk about
>>686955642
>homosexuality
>reproductive
You must be the stupidest person on this board
The only thing they provide is fucking up social dynamics for "muh special" and "muh feelings". Gay sympathy is the worst
>>686956140
CS meme
Lel
>>686956001
Take his advice and fucking leave
Hey OP. So I went to my first therapy session last week and I felt worse than when I walked in. One thing the therapist said specifically that made me feel like shit when I confessed to having suicidal thoughts was "the world would be a boring place without you." and I can't help but feel that he insinuated that I will contribute nothing to this world and I'm only here for entertainment. What is your opinion on this, how should I feel about that comment
>>686955896
They are fine here. /b/ might be known for troll threads and raids and other not-so-nice things but /b/ still manages to do much better than /r9k/ with threads about helping each other.
Just compare how feels threads do in /b/ vs /r9k/
>>686956001
What's with the hostile words Alice? There's no need for cursing, and there's nothing wrong with trips really
Get me out of depersonalization
>>686956413
nigga you know that's not what he meant damn use your brain
>>686955327
No, everyone just keeps saying it's depression, no real explanations :/
If it can manifest as anger, then how come I can't find anyone talking about how they were so anger they tried to kill themselves? It always something like I was so angry at this or that and I got so sad I tried to kill myself. Never, I was so angry at myself I was seeing red and hated myself enough to kill myself.
Hey OP, you really a psychologist?
>>686955642
How to live with a control freak?
Back in my parent's house taking care of my late father. Mom can't do it and work at the same time. Thing is, she's a control freak.
She has an "opinion" about everything that you can not disagree with, hence the quotations. She loves to present choices that aren't really choices, for example she'll say "Do you want to go to the store and look at X with me?" Which really means "fuck you if you're busy, you're going to the store with me."
If I refuse anything she initiates full guilt-trip mode which doesn't work anymore and now just annoys me and pisses me off.
If your political beliefs don't align with hers, that's fine, but you better not critisize her favorite politician. She'll critisize yours all day though.
She wants to lose weight and I'm too skinny in her opinion.
Critisized for smoking and switching to vaping when she'll come home with cakes and shit even though she's on a diet. I don't mention it.
Can't handle noise while she's working but will galdly interrupt me from my work.
I'll have to live with her for the next 2-5 years until she retires. She's a proud ENTJ. How do I handle it?
>>686956570
The anger associated with depression is usually anger directed towards yourself
Like being angry at yourself for decisions you've made or actions you've taken
Also just because depression can manifest with anger, it doesn't mean it has to
>>686956698
Nope. Just a dog fucker and a liar
>>686954113
I'm already a part of one online community but it doesn't make my life fell any less socially dead.
>>686956413
That doesn't sound like a good thing to say to someone who's suicidal.
>>686956555
trips checked
>>686956311
*Or you could do the same, that's what civilized persons do when they see a situation/place they dislike for whatever reason.*
>>686956956
OP, evaluate this guy
>>686956294
I'm not a doctor; I can't prescribe you medication. You need to go through CBT and get beta blockers.
>>686956311
Again, kinship selection increases group reproductive success. Already told you everything you need to hamfistedly google; try it sometime.
>>686956413
*blinks* Huh? He was saying you were interesting, not only here for entertainment.
Look, I understand that it's hard to take things without a big heaping grain of salt when you are depressed, but one of the biggest things you have to do when you are depressed is AVOID the want to take everything as poorly as possible. I know; I struggle with it too, on a daily basis.
But you gotta remember, you are there to get help, the guy is there to help you, and you can always hire someone new if you don't like this guy. Be your own advocate!
>>686956447
I'm here for Anonymous, not trips.
>>686956533
*extends her hand* Here, I'll pull you up.
>>686956570
I've...seen people saying that all the time, Anonymous. I mean, I can't exactly paste you conversations, but let me tell you about a person I talked to just the other month; I asked permission, so he doesn't mind.
This person used to be so hard on themselves, they could get nothing done. Every day was an existential crisis, every day they'd have to refrain from beating themselves up. But it wasn't over their looks, it was over things their parents said, relentlessly, for years and years. That they'd never amount to anything, that they were worthless and a mistake.
They were depressed; antidepressants helped them enormously, and once I got them to a psychologist (paid out of pocket, since they didn't have insurance), they improved. They stopped being so angry and having tantrums.
Because they learned to love themselves, even though others did not.
Seek help Anonymous.
>>686954819
Man... this sucks so hard.
And I literally can't avoid him, we still have work together, few weeks left of at least 2 hours of interaction 4 days a week.
>The chemical responsible for this is called oxytocin, and it hits quick but fades away slowly. The only thing you can do is wait it out, normally.
fucking define "slowly" its been 2 years and I am still putty in his hands, I am not joking, how much longer can I wait it out ?
Most people here are douches and Id rather not deal with them.
And yeah, I have a lot of me time, I do a ton of things for me because if not Id be thinking of him.
Doesn't help that he fits my fetish exactly, I can not remember how many times I masturbated thinking about him, It is getting out of control.
how can i motivate myself to study?
>>686950280
Hello, pstchologist.
I've got a friend, in depression for more than a year. Because of it, he went to the hospital a lot, and I can't see him often irl.
I really want to help him, to get out of depression, but what to do ?
>>686957501
think of failure
>>686956816
Why do you have to live with her for the next 2-5 years?
>>686956956
Hey Eva.
>>686957030
Oh? Do you consider irl community more important than the online?
>>686957125
Just another hater.
>>686957232
You should uhh...you should probably stop masturbating to him.
A few weeks you can get through; after that, just try to avoid him girl!
And given you keep interacting with him, well, the clock keeps resetting. You gotta break that bond!
>>686957501
Divide it into tiny chunks, do each chunk one by one as best you can.
>>686957645
You let the professionals help him, Anonymous.
And you support him, as best you can.
>>686957501
Think of how much money went into your education. Now think of what happens if you just shit on it.
Don't shit on it.
>>686957222
Then don't use a trip. It's simple really.
It was just a question really, but if you really just wanted to help people anonymously, you wouldn't be an avatarfag
>>686956311
The advantage is most likely to benefit reproductive success in heterosexuals. It benefits the group as whole.
There must be some advantage or that trait wouldn't be continually selected, but it is. This is not an individual advtantage over you, relax.
>>686957718
I have to for my father. They're not splitting up ever and he's sick with a terminal illness. She is unable to take care of him and work at the same time, when she retires (2-5y) I won't be needed anymore but until then, I have to stay.
Maybe im just venting
>>686957718
Ok. Should I avoid some discussion about him, and his "past life" or ?
Thanks,
>>686957718
Literally who? Kek. I just know that you're a dog fucking avatarfag and a liar at that
>>686957881
*Don't you think this kind of view about education could cause stress depending on the person you're giving this "advice" to?
>>686958401
Just imagine it.
Take this big fucking pile of money in your brain. Imagine yourself squatting over it and taking a literal shit on it.
Stressful, but if it can't push you to action, not much can.
Okay OP so I've been with my girl for a little over a year, and I do genuinely love her as a person and want her in my life. But at the same time I don't want to be with her anymore, as things have become sort of mundane, little things turn into huge arguments and there are obvious signs of emotion abuse (on both sides [I.e. not being supportive, jealousy, lack of communication and affection]). I've considered breaking up with her a few times, for both of our sakes, but I can't bring myself to do it because I know things will change and I don't want to loose her as a friend. But things will likely only get worse as time goes on, unless something is done to prevent it. What should I do?
>>686958155
*laughs* L-like I've said before, such assertions are meaningless.
>>686958188
*sighs and rubs her head* Well, that gives you a little leverage at least. I would try telling her every time she does it, and refuse to accept it. You are an adult, I assume, so stand up to her.
She can't throw you out, after all; your dad needs you. So tell her you won't deal with it any longer. Stand up for yourself, and refuse to accept it. Not full stop; obviously, give her leeway. But make it clear if she doesn't improve, you won't stand it.
>>686958262
I would just be there for him. Let him talk about what he wants to talk about.
>>686958300
Yeah, okay Eva.
>>686958401
Not all stress is bad.
>>686957718
Being a part of an online community but I don't feel like it prevented the social skills I do have or had from stagnating or deteriorating. Plus online can't offer the actual feeling of being close to people or give a chance for any kind of intimacy.
Do you think befriending and getting advice from people who are going through similar experiences can be more beneficial in some ways than professional help?
For example someone struggling with depression becoming friends with others who have depression and asking for advice on how to cope with certain issues rather than simply relying entirely on medication and professional therapists/counselors
>>686958300
*Oddly enough it took you quite a long time to give her a response, it doesn't matter. Do you have any proofs to prove your point?*
>>686958188
Except no. If anything there won't be a change, except a decline. Because in reality, and you can observ this outside, 90% of females go to the top 20% of males, and don't settle for less, this leaves the 10% of females and 80% of males mateless, and since there are only 20% of males that are deemed "mateable", they are responsible for furthering our gene pool, leading to smaller pools, and a lower chance of genetic divination.
While those 90% are going after that 20%, a maximum of 30% of those females will be mates, due to socia pressure and naturally being drawn to monogamy.
>>686957718
Next question then, how do I stop masturbating to him ?
It is not conscious decision,, my mind just drifts there, my fetish is being used, like a tissue, just a hole and thrown away, I am like 5'4 and hes about 6'2, I can not stress how hard this fuels the fetish, if I even think about that situation the first person to pop in my head is him, I don't even intend for it to happen, just does.
And once more, how long will I have to avoid him for me not to want to fuck his brains out 24/7 ?
>>686958578
I mean, positive reinforcement probably works better.
>>686958597
*blinks* So if you know there is a problem, why don't you be more supportive and ask her to do less mundane things?
The progress has to start somewhere, Anonymous!
>>686958649
It's a muscle; any way you flex it will work!
Are you in college, Koishi?
>>686958821
No. Group therapy is not nearly as effective as professional help or medication. It is useful IN ADDITION to those.
>>686958894
That is not at all how genetics works. You really need to go take biology classes.
>>686958954
*puts her hand over her face* So masturbate to The Rock if you want to be dominated so much.
And I don't know. I mean, honestly, if you are that into him that it is an obsession, getting rejected after propositioning him might be the best way to break this bond. Though I wouldn't recommend it.
>>686950280
I stopped seeing my family as they make me feel oddly alone, when we are together.
My mother doesn't understand my predicament and I've announced that I won't be seeing them to any family gatherings.
What gives?
>>686950280
w-why d-do i-i k-keep w-writing l-like i-i'm a-a s-stuttering b-beta f-faggot?
>>686958615
Ok. Last question, how long the depression can last ? Really, i don't know a thing about his disease, it's like a shame for me..
>>686959169
Basically finished with it.
>>686958615
Who the fuck is Eva you fucking faggot don't give my credit to other people you dog whore
>>686958840
I can prove that I took a long time because
a) I'm posting on /g/ and /k/ as we speak
b) I let anyone take my hard worked efforts and give them someone else, so fuck off.
>>686959308
It's a life long illness. He will learn to deal with it with treatment, but it won't be "cured" in the traditional sense.
>>686959199
You really should seek therapy for this. Maybe even family therapy. Have you expressed your concerns?
>>686959529
Yeah okay Eva
>>686959465
Basically? Last year?
why do i like mean girls?
>>686959660
A matter of weeks before I graduate.
>>686959790
Because you are submissive.
Why do I only ever feel happy when i listen to this.
https://soundcloud.com/crapmashups/through-the-safety-and-the-dance
>>686959169
You need to look outside, because this isn't mainly biology, this is how society works. Gays put a strain on our gene pools because there are less candidates to increase the percent of males/females mating so we can have more deviation in our DNA.
The less mates there are = less genetic changes
The percent of mating will only get smaller due to the mental illness of gays and it's widespread adoption.
>>686959660
Why should get therapy?
Sure. :)
>>686959169
That's the thing, we both know there is a problem, it has been acknowledged, but nothing has changed. I've tried, but she always finds something else. I'm not saying I'm perfect, I know I have problems but
>>686958578
>686958615
*And you are both right right about it, i was just pointing out that you could use different advices depending on the person that you are facing, imagine a persons mentally weaker that receive this advice, the stress of failing at school plus the stress you're putting on him/her by saying that other persons invested resources to make sure that he/she could have a proper education and by failing at it he/she would fail those helpers in the first place then the stress could reach dangerous levels.*
>>686959871
but im not submissive
>>686959660
Who the fuck is eva you bitch? Do you think you only pissed off one person on this website? Because if so, you're in for a shock, you've pissed off far more than just one. And as stated before, my credit will be givin where it's due, and not to some random whore that I don't know
>>686959830
Congratulations! What is your degree?
>>686959991
Except no; again, kinship selection. Learn to evolution. The genetic variety is more then compensated by the group dynamics.
It's almost like all traits have trade offs!
>>686960012
Because it's something therapy can help with.
>>686960019
Then why aren't you both working towards changing it?
>>686960264
>>686960264
Your fetishes say otherwise.
>>686959529
*By asking for proofs i was referring to her having sex with a dog.*
>>686959660
So in a way, he'll never get better ? Thank you, psychologist, you kind of help me.
You really think all depression is a lifelong illness?
Couldn't some be at least partly caused by the particular situation someone is in?
Just take someone in a very mentally abusive living situation developing low self esteem from it and falling into depression. However once they get out of the situation they slowly regain their self-esteem and no longer exhibit symptoms of depression
>>686960289
Yeah okay Eva
>>686960391
He'll learn to deal with it, so he won't have symptoms any more. But yes, he'll always have it.
>>686960345
But I don't mind it. I suppose the only thing I mind is the lack of understanding?
>>686960457
That wouldn't be depression, that would be a host of OTHER disorders, with depression as a SYMPTOM. Notably, PTSD.
See the difference?
>>686959169
I don't know The Rock
The Rock has never made laugh to the point where I can not stop laughing even though I want to
The Rock has never touched me before
The Rock has never smiled at me before
And the weirdest thing I have done in my entire life, I have never sniffed the rock while he was not paying attention and thought he smelled amazing, and no he was not wearing some perfume.
Fuck, I am getting horny but you know what, I will ask him out right now, I was not built for this, Ill see if I can tell you what happens right now, if I can't I will just email you, gotta do something before I call him..
>>686960473
You and eva seem to not like each other. What's his contact info?
>>686959169
How do you stay so happy?
>>686959991
Hey OP why do you think guys like this are so hell bent on making same sex attraction a mental illness? Do you think they're scared of extinction?
>>686955788
I was making a very shit that reference to Batman v Superman
>>686960221
*That was my first greentext by the way, excuse me for the repetition of "right" and for the greentext, i wanted to link that post too but i failed*
>>686960694
>extinction
I'll be dead before humanity becomes extinct. And it's a simple reason really, how can one of the so called sexualies not be a mental illness, but several of them are? Because of a gay agenda to fuck up our society
How do I stop letting angry, negative people get me down?
>>686960345
IT, does not feel like I have achieved anything significant though
You ruined a cute 2hu for me with all your bullshit. Why do avatarfags ruin everything?
>>686950280
http://i1.kym-cdn.com/photos/images/facebook/000/653/707/319.jpg
this was considered a great meme in my university. Is it bad I feel to an hero now?
Hey, still there?
So yesterday I was at a family gathering and started to have anxiety attacks (long story short, as a kid my mom rejected me. My family, apart from my grand parents, didn't do a thing to reason with her and help me).
Anxiety makes me act weird, like suddenly stand up and walk for no reason, shit like that. When people ask me why I do that, I sort of joke my way out.
Yesterday it didn't work well. Was very anxious, people felt it and it was awkward, they didn't say a word. Today I feel like shit because of it. What do?
>>686960621
Do your best Anonymiss! Stranger things have happened!
But please, if you do get rejected, please don't do anything drastic.
>>686960694
Hahah! Me! Happy! What a funny, but cruel joke!
And the real reason? They don't understand biology. That's it. I bet he starts talking about the gay agenda or something; he's already treating basic biology like it's political, not scientific.
>>686960929
Ignore em or give em the bird!
>>686961130
*kisses your cheek* Love you too, Anonymous <4
>>686960988
Oh? What do you want to do with your life then, Koishi?
How do I get my friends to stop making fun of me?
You dumb fuck you didnt answer me the last time
1) ARE YOU A GRILL ??
2) I want to learn Psychology so can you recommend some books.
3) Why are you a psychologist ??
I sometimes get these days where I'm incredibly anxious about everything -- I start to get paranoid as fuck about my girlfriend leaving me, worrying that she's losing her feelings for me, worrying about my future, my studies, etc. I know that my fears are completely irrational, but I can't seem to help it, for example, I keep getting them, and they're keeping me awake at night every night. It always starts with a tiny trigger and I just keep on overanalyzing and overthinking it, and I cant get it out of my head.. I'm visiting a psychologist but it isn't helping at all
>>686961335
new friends
>>686961338
Not op, but 2) Jung, "Man and his symbols", + anything else yo can find written by him.
>>686960345
I've been trying, but quite honestly I don't really care anymore. I feel as though my efforts have gone unnoticed while she continues doing the same old shit and putting me down, until I call her out on it to which she excuses and says it's okay "because I love her" and "because she's my princess". Like, at least when she calls me out on something I try to apologize for it and stop whatever it was but she just dismisses it
>>686960919
Is that what it is? Are you upset that gays aren't vilified but other sexual conditions are?
Don't know what to tell you, anon. Other things are illegal or frowned upon becuase there is a clear victim or wrongdoing, for example, a straight pedophile and a gay pedophile are both vilified because they exploit children. The same goes for beastiality. What in particular has you so upset, anon?
>>686961264
HE ACTUALLY DID! bingo
>>686961264
I'm not sure, certainly nothing related to this degree.
>>686950280
I don't give a fuck who you are or where you live. You can count on me to be there to bring your fucking life to a hellish end. I'll put you in so much fucking pain that it'll make Jesus being nailed to a cross in the desert look like a fucking back massage on a tropical island. I don't give a fuck how many reps you have or how tough you are IRL, how well you can fight, or how many fucking guns you own to protect yourself. I'll fucking show up at your house when you aren't home. I'll turn all the lights on in your house, leave all the water running, open your fridge door and not close it, and turn your gas stove burners on and let them waste gas. You're going to start stressing the fuck out, your blood pressure will triple, and you'll have a fucking heart attack. You'll go to the hospital for a heart operation, and the last thing you'll see when you're being put under in the operating room is me hovering above you, dressed like a doctor. When you wake up after being operated on, wondering what ticking time bomb is in your chest waiting to go off. You'll recover fully from your heart surgery. And when you walk out the front door of the hospital to go home I'll run you over with my fucking car out of no where and kill you. I just want you to know how easily I could fucking destroy your pathetic excuse of a life, but how I'd rather go to a great fucking length to make sure your last remaining days are spent in a living, breathing fucking hell. It's too late to save yourself, but don't bother committing suicide either... I'll fucking resuscitate you and kill you again myself you bitch-faced faggot. Welcome to hell, population: you.
>>686961394
I've considered that but I just think about how they'll talk shit about me behind my back and it freaks me out
>>686961241
Rejected you..? In what way?
And your anxiety is severe; go to a doctor, get a referral to a psychologist. You need to get treatment and possibly medication.
>>686961335
What are they making fun of you about?
>>686961338
When asking things of people, generally politeness is a good idea.
>>686961364
What is your psychologist doing? Are you going through CBT, or taking medications?
>>686961517
Jung is a pseudo-scientist; I wouldn't start with him. A behaviorist would be a better place to start.
>>686961636
Then you need to go to couples counciling.
>>686961642
Yeah, people like this rarely actually have coherent arguments.
>>686961661
Oh? What skills do you have?
>>686961673
I'm already a burn victim; what more can you do?
>>686961338
*You know you won't get her favor by name-calling, right?*
What to do when nothing even seems worth it anymore?
>>686961901
That is anhedonia. Seek medical attention.
I always feel like a sack of shit ever since my ex dumped me and took my dog, the only thing I can ever do to feel better is to play vidya and smoke some weed.
>>686950280
I've always fantasize about myself dying, not killing myself but like getting in a fatal car accident or a plane crash everytime im on one. It brings me a sense of relief from everything. Is fantasizing about death normal? Is it unhealthy? Am I okay? Its not an obsession just semi-frequent
>>686961827
I am sorry but you outright rejected my request the last time.
Shoot straight - will you answer my questions ?
>>686961703
How do you know they aren't doing that already? Seems like this particular group of people and you aren't a good match. Especially if they do this stuff behind your back. It's one thing to openly insult, but there's a reason why they're hiding it from you. I'd suggest new friends.
Give em the tall finger
>>686961974
>inability to feel pleasure
Not really what I meant, more like why bother doing something when it'll just end badly and make me feel worse than before
>>686961335
>>686961827
They make a lot of racist jokes, make fun of the fact I like anime. Stuff like that.
>>686950280
Im in a sexless marriage with my wife, and I have been talking to a married woman that I think I am going to start fucking soon. Are we bad people?
>>686950280
Is mental illness inherently bad
>>686962161
First, weed isn't making you feel better, it's just masking the symptoms. Second, why did she take your dog?!
You can't just go takin' a mans dog!
>>686962209
I will, if you ask them again nicely.
>>686962191
How semi-frequent?
>>686962306
It has a lot of coverage; it certainly sounds like anhedonia to me, as DOING THINGS is a thing that brings about dopamine, and therefore pleasure.
But now that you've given me such a self defeating response, it also sounds like fear of success and failure as well, maybe mixed with anxiety. All of which you need to go to a doctor for.
You are worth it Anonymous; take a few steps towards making yourself happier.
>>686962501
Unknown.
>>686962496
Yes. Divorce your wife if she isn't providing what you need; don't cheat.
>>686962470
Sounds less like friends and more like assholes; I'd find new ones, Anonymous.
>>686961827
Psychologist isn't doing anything yet, doctor prescribed me alprazolam but there were only 14 pills and I've been dealing with this shit for over a year, I've been resorting to taking a shitton of drugs (snorted away 130 euro's in 3 days) to help me forget about this but I can't keep this up, as I'm pulling myself deeper and deeper..
which one
http://www.strawpoll.me/10348569
>>686962707
That is a BAD idea! Taking illegal drugs will only make your problems worse! You have to let the treatment take effect; it doesn't kick in instantly you know!
>>686961642
>>686961827
>implying I have to have a weird fetish or sexuality to not like the ones being forced into normalization
It's a simple matter of calling out bullshit like the false equality. If not all are equal, nothing should be, then we will be equal.
But you're both gay, or gay and bi (judging from how much you love dog cock, that's saying you really are female), and heavily indoctrinated by the agenda, so there's really no point in being here. I came back to /b/ so see how my former board is doing, and the first thread I see males my blood boil.
>>686961827
I'm not sure, I can do things but it's nothing exceptional, I have some programming knowledge but it's fairly basic.
>>686962470
Its your fault for liking it, or at least for letting them know
how do I fix my extremely low self esteem
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UyhchCgkNJA
>>686962470
*Are you sure that they are totally serious when they said those things? It could have been a joke that you took too seriously.*
>>686950280
Hey Alice it is me again I hope you are feeling better and doing well just giving you a heads up on our situation. So far everything is good we had our first make out session saturday and I wasn't expecting it to be long or expecting it period and it was amazing even though i messed up couple times when i kissed but got a better over the time. I am finally understanding on what to do and how to approach it and not try to force stuff and it will happen. I still haven't told her I love her yet even though it is now 4 months and I don't want to creep her out. How long should I wait and how should I do it without sounding generic
>>686950280
Hey, Alice! Hope you're enjoying your day. I saw a thread last night about a "lawyer from a prominent law firm" who was offering advice but never really seemed to give any. Do you think they'll ever return or do you happen to know them or of them?
>>686962859
This is coming from the person that drops acid and smokes marijuana (as far as I know, those are the drugs you do)
Both of which, are illegal under United States federal law
hey alice
didn't think id see you at this time of day
its tics
it seems im catching this thread on its latter part but always a pleasure to talk to you
anything interesting happening with you lately?
>>686962644
Alright.
Are you a girl OP ?? Why do you come to 4chan ?? Are you practicing some where (just say yes or no ) ??
Also
I want to take up psychology as a hobby , so would you be kind enough to show me the right direction ??
Also is NLP a part of psychology ??
WHATEVER IS HYPNOSIS ??
Thanks OP. I am becoming rude to a lot of people lately, dont even understand why or how. Wasnt like this before.
>>686962644
She just took my fuckin dog and walked out the door! Me being the fat piece of shit I am didn't go after her and now she won't give my dog back. I've been taking meds for my depression but they ain't been working to well.
what is your platformer going to be like?
>>686962798
>http://www.strawpoll.me/10348569
All.
>>686962894
Yeah, again, biology trumps your politics.
>>686962917
Oh? What languages do you know?
>>686962987
Pick a project, divide it into tiny parts, and complete it <4 Doing things raises self esteem, Anonymous!
>>686963061
I would uhh...maybe wait till six months? That sounds reasonable to me.
...how did you mess up a kiss?
>>686963153
No idea who they are.
>>686963190
*quirks her head* Oh? Is this coming from the person who snorts coke?
>>686963217
Not really!
>>686963257
Yes.
To help people, and also, I've been here since 2004 man. I've been Alice since 2011.
No
NLP is not real.
>>686952404
why should one give it a try? what is the meaning of living? everything one does is meaningless, i feel like living is being trapped, dont get me wrong, not in a spiritual way or any of that bullshit. Sorry for spelling, if there are any mistakes.
>>686963340
kidnap her parents kek.
slit their throats if she doesnt comply, nigger
>>686950280
Would you say you had a three dick mouth?
>>686962859
I know -- But I'm only able to visit the psych once every 2 weeks. Also got no idea how they are able to help me, she told me some "tips and tricks" for when I was getting an "anxiety attack" but honestly, they're doing nothing. I just feel like I have no control about my thoughts, even if I try so hard to concentrate on something else. Had a horrible day yesterday, I felt so bad and anxious that I could barely breathe.
>>686963411
some c++ and some very basic python3
>>686963411
*What is "NLP" ?*
>>686963411
I'm not degenerate scum so I don't do any drugs, including alcohol and tobacco, all the way down the to allergy medication and aspirin.
Stop self projecting
describe your ideal bf/gf, ms. psychologist
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4-id6m_MheU
>>686963411
Been here since 2006, how is it that i never saw you before ?? Were you on /x/ because a lot of people come and go there.
And what about them books though ??
What is it if its not real ?? Something we tell ourselves and do while we think 'some one else is doing it to us ' ??
>>686962894
>But you're both gay, or gay and bi (judging from how much you love dog cock, that's saying you really are female), and heavily indoctrinated by the agenda, so there's really no point in being here. I came back to /b/ so see how my former board is doing, and the first thread I see makes my blood boil.
You can't be gay and bi at the same time. Dog cock? And I'm a male.
You're being rather irrational
>>686963411
>All
What do you mean by that?
>>686963542
She lives alone sadly, but I could just slit her throat. I'm not above it when it comes to my dog
>>686963411
It wasn't like a mode killer kiss or anything it just I never really made out with anyone except her so she is like my first of everything. Overall she seem very pleased and happy same with me even though we had limit of space in my car haha but overall a memorial night and can't wait for Saturday.
>>686963411
I guess NLP or MK-Ultra is only as real as you allow it to be, right, Alice?
>>686951180
Tell them an interesting story about something that happened to you or someone you know, that usually gets the conversation going (they might have a story or tidbit that relates). Works for me ^^
What is your e-mail? Would rather speak to you privately.
>>686963863
Gay and bi meaning one of you is gay and the other bi
Alice likes dog cock, I assumed you were the gay male, and that Alice is either a bisexual female/or male, or a gay male as well
>>686963720
Neuro linguist programming. Look it up mate.
Being a weeb is synonymous with disassotaive fugue. You should probably seek help.
>>686950280
help yourself first, you socially awkward weaaboo faggot "psychologist" who stutters in internet. and it's like the 10th thread you are repeating. just fucking kill yourself
>>686961827
>Rejected you..? In what way?
Left me alone at home for days for as far as I can remember, made fun of my emotions, especially when I was sad or afraid, laughed at me and then shout at me when I intentionally cut myself at the age of 9 to shout for help, was never (and i mean not a single time) there when either I achieved something or needed help.
I did treatments and stuff, I'm kind of ok now in the sense that all I have left are these moments of panic (which are predictible, it's not chaos anymore) and this immense sadness. This sadness is what I don't how to deal with, and I suppose there's no medication against human emotions. But it'll be ok.
I have been diagnosed with ptsd by two different psychiatrists. my dad was abusive to me and mother growing up and I've been having trouble moving on from the past and enjoying a future. what sort of goals should I keep in mind? how do I become happy?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0e9WOvNy-4E
I dedicate this song to the poor little Shanghai dolls who blew up in the field of battle.
>>686961827
>Jung is a pseudo-scientist
Isn't psychology a pseudoscience?
yo
so lately in my highschool (im 18) i stay after school in this club with only 2 other members and ussually only i show up and when im the only one i go into the really big girls bathroom on the 3rd floor and masturbate all around it. no one goes there after school and the custodian doesn't come till two hours later so sometimes i sniff pee left in the toilet or if lucky i might be able to find a turd but ussually they dont leave much since they aren't slobish men
one time i found a bloody stained pair of panties in the corner and this got me right off and a few other times i've found used tampons
is this wrong?
>>686950280
oh wow you again.
um ok, I have this strange issue where i told people I was gay and now they think i'm gay but i'm really straight but no one believes i'm really straight anymore.
>>686964151
*I am not particularly skilled in this field but i'll make sure to check that up. Thank you for answering me by the way.*
>>686963411
Okay its me "Anonymiss", I just did it and told him that I really liked him, he sighed and said that we needed talk and that hes coming over in 30 minutes, I am gonna go change into something quite revealing but while I am gone, what do you think will happen ?
I read your older post and don't worry, if I know it was not meant to be then I should be fine :)
>>686964317
"She's" done this as far back as 2011, but takes breaks due to bullying. Hopefully "she" takes a longer break, starting with shot, and ending with gun
>>686964023
do it
try to devise a plan so you can get away with it too
does anyone know you two were dating cuz if so then its too risky but other wise you could dissolve the body in a tub or something
My state of mind is always changing.I'm ussualy agressive,but its always changing.I want to suicide sometimes.I cant be happy.What should i do?
>>686950280
I can´t get over my ex . She has PTSD (legit) and i think after 11 months of lot oft hurt selfharm and such shit im totally fucked up ? idk its been almost one year we broke up , it still hurts and i can only have long distance relationships (current gf lives 10hous away) How can i get rid of this shit ?
thanks for halp
>>686950280
i can't get this girl out of my head that i blew my chances with.
i know i can turn things around when i see her again but that might be in 4 months.
how do i cope with my ego being crushed, she was the first girl since my ex that i was interested in.
she's not even that special, but we connected on a level that wasn't purely superficial.
she is 20 and i'll be 27 this summer. it feels like her rejection symbolizes my fading youth. she is free and goes to parties every weekend, while i struggle with being an adult.
god, i feel like i've never lived my life. now that i have the looks and the body to actually get the girls i've dreamed of, i'm detached from this kind of lifestyle.
>>686950280
Is making a Tulpa a good idea or a I fucking retarded for even thinking about permanently damaging my mental state by slicing some bits off and making a new one out of it?
>>686962644
I definitely still have things I enjoy doing, although maybe not as many I used to.
Don't really fear success, more like i just don't expect to have any.
Don't think anxiety either, since its not so much being worried about things as much as just being able to rationalize any positive things into being negative ones.
>>686963257
Sorry, almost ran out of captcha kind, so needed to respond in two parts.
I would recommend taking a few college classes.
Hypnosis is just a deep state of relaxation where you are prone to suggestion.
>>686963340
Don't let her do that! Take her to small claims court! You can't just take a mans dog!
What meds?
>>686963390
It's gonna be like....a cutesy platformer, with a super dark and gorey story.
>>686963489
Really? That's odd; most people say that what I do is meaningful. It's almost like local meaning is important, even if global meaning doesn't exist.
>>686963577
No. I'm strictly two dicks.
>>686963680
*hugs tight* Why are you only able to go once every two weeks? As well, you should ask about CBT; it will definitely help.
>>686963690
Oh? I've been working on a game on C++; perhaps that's a good place to start. Plenty of room for indie developers these days!
>>686963720
Pseudo-science.
how to know if you suffer from Anhedonia?
![[NoobSubs] Love Live! School Idol Project 12 (720p Blu-ray Dual Audio 8bit AAC)[2391A257].mkv_snapshot_20.08_[2016.05.29_22.59.18].jpg](https://i.imgur.com/aRbeapw.jpg "[NoobSubs] Love Live! School Idol Project 12 (720p Blu-ray Dual Audio 8bit AAC)[2391A257].mkv_snapshot_20.08_[2016.05.29_22.59.18].jpg")
Why am i horribly grossed out by common people? I also hate my country and everything about it.
>>686963753
That narrows it down a bit, though that's...really dumb and wrong, given almost every food is psychoactive.
>>686963802
No thanks; this thread isn't about me.
>>686963850
/b/ the entire time.
>>686963940
I meant what I said.
>>686964023
Yeah don't do that.
>>686964060
Good to hear!
>>686964079
MK-Ultra was a real project. NLP was made up in order to make money.
>>686964131
[email protected]
>>686964146
Yeah, no I don't.
>>686964151
I wouldn't bother with that garbage.
>>686964255
I'm literally half japanese.
>>686964317
Literally half japanese. And this is actually close to the 50th such thread I've made. This year.
>>686964346
That sounds like abuse, Anonymous. You should report it.
>>686964380
Well, the first thing you need to realize is you can't "become" happy; happiness is fleeting and transient, it's a tiny burst of dopamine in your head. Settle for lower goals: aim to not be in pain and to feel happy when you do things you like.
>>686964459
No, it's part of STEM.
>>686964516
Why did you tell them you were gay?
>>686950280
I stutter and I dont think anything is important, is there something wrong? Or am i just myself?
Also i dont do any drugs or alcohol
>>686964934
>It's gonna be like....a cutesy platformer, with a super dark and gorey story.
that sounds like a game i would play tbh
are the graphics gonna be retro? detailed?
>>686964516
Why did you tell people you were gay if you really weren't?
It will be hard to change the status quo especially if they think you're gay. People really want it to be true when the rumor is out, it's juicy information, it's gossip worthy.
I'd just continue on living a straight life, eventually people will realize you're straight. If they don't, fuck it, they don't really matter. You know what's true and false about yourself.
>>686965055
half japanese doesn't negate weabooism, it just makes you half weeb lol
>am i original yet?
>>686964625
I think you'll probably get rejected, but wear something red or black.
>>686964653
I took breaks for a looot of reasons, but bullying wasn't one of them.
>>686964769
Seek medical attention.
>>686964840
It can take up to 4 yars to get over a relationship. all you can do is wait.
>>686964928
Making tulpas is not possible.
>>686964947
If you can't take pleasure in things you once did.
>>686965066
If you don't think there is anything important, seek medical attention.
>>686965138
Retro sprites. But not too retro.
>>686965322
The other half is Korean. They also make anime you know. Also, Alice isn't even from an anime; she's from a video game.
>>686950280
How do I fucking forget about my Ex?
How no I stop loving her?
How do I fucking stop dreaming about her?
It's been a year since she cheated, and decided to break up with me. I can't fucking go on like this, I hate it.
Is there anything I can do?
メンヘラOP
>>686965055
What does being half Japanese do with anything? your denial only furthers your case.
how often do you masturbate psychologist lady?
how often should I masturbate psychologist mam?
is twice a day too much?
>>686965055
>That sounds like abuse, Anonymous. You should report it.
Thanks, I've been told that before. But my mother is an alcoholic living in a decrepit house, and with whom I have virtually no contact, outside specific moments. I'm not going to add to her misery, especially since it took me years to stop hating her.
Thanks for your time, Ma'am.
>>686950280
how to stop feeling lonely even surrounded by people?
>>686964992
I keep unnatural things out of my body and it's worked so far. I only eat and drink water, soylent, and occasionally fruit.
There is no place for drugs.
I've been crippled for about 6 years. 3 of them I've been with my girlfriend. She's starting to talk about seeing other men. She is saying that I can't satisfy her and she needs somebody to do it. She says that she will not love me any less, what do I do?
>>686965425
It takes up to four years. All you can do is wait. I'm sorry Anonymous, I'm so so sorry.
>>686965634
It won't really add to her misery, it'll make sure justice is metted out. But I'm sorry Anonymous.
>>686965576
Can't exactly be a weeb if you aren't white. It's in the name.
>>686965706
That's depression; go to a doctor.
>>686965767
>soylent
Well okay then, gonna just skip this one.
>>686965783
You should probably tell her you aren't comfortable with that.
>>686965411
i always wanted to have sex with a girl
wildly
yee haw boys
i know everyone in the thread can relate
yee haw boys
i think about killing myself more than any other type of thought nowadays
yee haw boys
i know you boys can relate
boyo squad
circle jerk
>>686965767
>soylent
>natural
>>686965425
Ayy now you're just fucking pathetic son. There's nothing worse than being a whore addict. She should've stopped existing for you the moment you knew about her cheats. Now suffer!
>>686965411
>tulpas are not possible
Lol tell that to euphoria
>>686965881
I have and she says that she needs somebody to do it. I really don't want her to leave because otherwise I'll just be a guy in a wheelchair alone in his apartment.
>>686965881
Oh hey Alice, long time no see :)
Forget other anons a sec, how are YOU doing?
>>686965411
Is your game going to be called "Angel 2D"? I remember seeing that name regarding a platformer in one of your previous threads, wish i took a screenshot of that particular post too.*
>>686964934
what if local meaning does not fulfill me? i feel like nothing of what i`ve done to date really matters, everybody tells me the opposite, but i just can feel that way,i feel like i have no future , and i cant even rely to my past because all i see is failure
>>686965881
Huh? Now you're against soylent? Well isn't that something else...you really are a liar
>>686954305
Does he wear a mosque hat/have a massive beard
>>686963690
>>686964934
Rip C++, had to deal with some of that craziness back when I did some dev work with android. I just mostly modified and compiled custom roms (modified versions of android OS for anyone who doesn't know).
Definitely preferred working with the java stuff over C stuff though
>>686966054
People are more than capable of deluding themselves, but they are not capable of manipulating neuroplasticity to that degree.
>>686966131
That is the previous engine I am basing mine off of.
>>686966085
I'm fine, thank you <4
>>686966080
Then you gotta make a choice. I would recommend letting her leave if that is what she wishes; never let someone force you into sexual activities you do not find yourself comfortable with, including cucking.
>>686966225
Of course not. But it's not what anyone would call uhh...natural. And actually, the algal used is psychoactive.
>>686965411
>Making tulpas is not possible.
I'm still gonna try. I'm fully aware that they aren't demons or whatever some people who should really cut back on drugs say, and I'm at that point in life where I'm willing to meditate for hours each day, slowly invoking self imposed hallucinations and irreversibly damaging my mental state for shits and giggles.
My sense of self preservation died a long time ago. Besides, it wouldn't be the first time I subjected myself to mental damage in order to document a first person perspective on mental disorders.
>>686965881
>I'm sorry Anonymous.
Don't be. What you do makes me see what I need to see, i.e. that there are people on this planet ready to do good, and not just for the money. Which I could give you some back. I guess I'll pray for you.
>>686965411
When someone tells me something i dont respond and just kinda ignore them, then after like a second or two i realise they just said something
>>686965881
Holy shit, FOUR FUCKING YEARS?!
Oh fffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff
Well, thanks for taking time out of your life to answer me. It's been hard... I've managed to get back on my feet and do great things, started School again (I lost a year cause of her... Mary...) And I'm doing great! Met new people, reconected with friends, and I'm having gud times every once in a while
I just miss her too much... just to much...
It breaks my heart, and these past few days I dreamt with her three three times in two nights. It kills me. I just want it gone away...
But hey, I hope t changes like it does in a few days
I might even see her during winter break (We're midway Autum now). If she wants to see me...
>pic related
A memoir, from happier times
>>686966418
Now I have to further reduce my diet is what you're saying? Fruit water and fish it is
>>686965881
>>686964926
sorry, probably didn't make my question obvious enough:
how do i cope with my fading youth? is it unhealthy to chase younger girls who keep disappointing me with their superficial, unreflected nature?
how do i stop this sadness when i realize that i may never find a person who wants to love so deeply, so wholly, in a way only possible by understanding yourself and the other one completely?
>>686953817
It has nothing to do with being naive you fuck.
When you are younger you have less expectations and less experiences, thus having a more joyful life.
>>686966369
It's something I've learned on my own, I've only very briefly dealt with Java in university and didn't much care for it.
Just curious but how old are you Alice?
>>686966369
C++ is easy; java is handcuffs.
>>686966466
Okay, you are going to waste a lot of time for absolutely no benefit, and maybe delude yourself.
>>686966515
Don't. If you want to do something for me, pay it forward: help someone else. But don't you dare do something so meaningless and think it helps anyone.
>>686966614
*hugs tightly* I hope you feel better soon, Anonymous. I would stay away from her; don't deepen the bond anymore.
>>686966655
Fish is full of mercury, fruit is psychoactive.
>>686966656
It's probably unhealthy to date people too much longer than you.
And I would recommend GOING OUT AND FINDING THEM!
>>686966614
Laughed so hard i swear to god.... you cunt worshipers are always making my day.
>>686966658
>not enough experience to make an accurate assessment of the world
Isn't that what naive means?
>>686966535
This happens several times a week
>>686966466
Go to /r9k/ and look for tulpa generals, and a trip named euphoria. That's pretty much all you need.
Also there's a meme about his/her feet being sexy or cute, don't mention that otherwise you won't get a response.
>tl;dr
Go to >>>/r9k/
Trip named euphoria
Don't mention the trips feet
>>686966947
Yeah, euphoria is a known liar.
>>686966799
Only in Mercury poised water or in canning facilities actually, misconception.
Obviously I will test the water before I fish in it, and fruit may be psychoactive, but it's not a drug per say
>>686966466
Personal experience speaking here. You won't irreversibly damage yourself, just waste your time believing in something that's not real for a while until you realize you don't need it anymore, have to actively try to make it exist, and maybe delay yourself from fixing the problems that made you feel like you needed it in the first place.
Ask yourself: do you want to have this person to talk to, or do you want to be that person yourself?
>>686967046
Same could be said of you :^)
>>686967189
Wrong; almost every bit of fish tested contains high levels of mercury.
Also, that's literally the definition of a mental drug; that it is psychoactive.
>>686966799
>Okay, you are going to waste a lot of time for absolutely no benefit
Sounds like a normal day of life to me. I'm pretty sure my biggest contribution to society has been my analytical perspective on my own Maladaptive Daydreaming and Hypnagogic Hallucinations. That's not a lot.
>>686950280
Here's one for you, fine shrink. Allow me to copypasta what I wrote in another thread. Keep in mind that it's been a year and a half, and it's still keeping me from functioning normally, from just being fine.
I regret not having made up my mind, kissed her, and taken her to bed. She wanted it, and I was falling in love with her. I couldn't make up my mind despite never having had any problem doing it with many girls who mattered far less. And despite the fact that the times that followed were a slow-motion train wreck, that she lied to me on many counts - partly to impress me, that she turned out to be a weirdo, that she had psychological problems that she's still dealing with, that I dodged a bullet, that my life will probably be better with anybody else I end up with, I regret it.
I regret it for the hell it left me in for more than a year afterwards, for the unfinished business that is still in the air, for the awkwardness of still having to see her on a regular basis, and for all that went unsaid and undone. For the good times that probably would never have happened, but that just may have, and for how it kept me wondering long after I probably would otherwise have let her go anyway. So I regret it.
Deeply.
should i make the music 8bit or regular?
which would fit with the game you imagine more
>>686967306
>>686967306
The tested fish come from proccessing plants. I previously lived on fish before soylent came into the picture, I know what I'm about, and what I'm doing
