Suicide time. I'm a 60kg female with
780mg dihydrocodeine
690mg nefopam
And lots of wine. Any of you know if this is enough to ensure death and not just brain damage?
boobs or gtfo
>>675464377
if you want brain damage... i'll gladly give you some with my cock
>>675464377
>oh good
>because it had been almost 45 seconds since the last socially-stunted foreveralone faggot posted a "im gunna an hero guise!" thread
Fuck off with this cringe.
>inb4 290 gullible idiot spergs spend the next hour screaming for tits, timestamps and sharpies in poopers
>>675464530
EDIT:
>289 gullible idiot spergs
>>675464639
>288 gullible idiot spergs
Depression, anxiety and suicide are usually caused by a simple thing - ones ideals and visions, i.e. ones potential, doesn't correspond to the actual self.
A life without challenges is not worth living. Dont let yourself be indoctrinated by a weakminded society waddling in the swamp of self-pity in the rags of the victim-mentality. You are a human being; that means you have willpower. Exsercise it, like you would any muscle.
>>675464997
<-- you, right now
>>675464997
>Any of you know if this is enough to ensure death and not just brain damage?
No there is a chance you will just end brain damaged. But you obviously already are so what the hell
>>675465683
>IM DOIN IT MOM
>IM TALKIN 2 A REAL GIRL
>>675465075
>>675465180
I'm as desensitized as most oldtimers on this site. Just throwing some food for thought out there, especially considering that women only has a higher rate of suicide attempts, while men actually succeed more in killing themselfes.
She's likely to regret at the last moment, like most suiciders do. So, I repeat my point; change is all about willpower and vision
>>675464377
First of all check EM
And if youre really considering to suicide.. Think what itll solve for you? Nothing! Itll just hurt everyone who loves and likes you and you wont be an hero
>>675465922
>She
>>675465854
>GIRL
Timestamp with the stuff and we'll talk.
>>675464377
try jumping off a skyscraper or jumping in front of a train or shooting yourself in the head or cutting your throat
>>675464377
This should take you a long way, but it's never guaranteed with drugs to begin with. The wine especially can be problematic, since it can dilute the drugs instead of heighten the effect.
Having said that, if you're already on the verge of suicide, consider this: there's no way to go but up. If you're resigned to your own death, now's the time to truly start living without any shackles. Do whatever you wanna do, be whoever you wanna be. Set the world on fire if you want to. Why not? If it doesn't work out, at least you gave it your all and you can still munch the pills. You're now fully in control of your own life, since you are fully in control of your own death. There's nothing holding you back.
Trust me on this. I've been where you are, and I decided to start living like I'd be able to die at any second. It was relieving. I was unshackled. And I'm still ready to embrace death at any second, yet I'm also really enjoying life since I'm no longer bound to anything. There's no way to go but up.
Whatever you decide to do, good luck. And if you want to talk to us about anything, feel free to open up and we'll listen. Who knows, maybe we can help out a bit.
Thank you for the helpful responses. Yeah I may hurt some people by killing myself but I have been upset for a long long time. Speaking of more attempts by women than men I think that's because women have stronger constitutions so we are more resistant to drugs and stuff perhaps.
I would love to have the ability and courage to use a gun but as I live in the uk I can't get one and don't want to leave a mess. I know that sounds ridiculous.
I would hang myself but I haven't got anywhere to attach the rope.
I want to leave a pretty corpse and don't want to feel any pain so drugs seems best. It's very hard to find enough of or the right substance.
Any advice in easyish to acquire drugs that can do what I need is appreciated.
>>675466334
>>675464377
>Any of you know if this is enough to ensure death and not just brain damage?
Might as well try it, your a female so you already have brain damage, so you have nothing to lose.
>>675464377
you know the rules, and so do I.
tits or gtfo
>>675466643
>>675466497
Yeah I am living it up. I've been having a lot of random sex and partying. Still want out.
>>675464377
See you on the other end,
>>675464377
Pharmaceutical companies deliberately make their meds harder to OD on so its harder for them to be sued . Chances are you'll just end up with serious kidney problems.
>>675466706
gtfo newfag
the same we cared for Amanda, we care for you.
>>675466847
Live stream it!
>>675466847
>REEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
>>675466510
Men tend to choose more surefire methods, such as suicide by jumping or a gun, where as women tend to chose things like overdosing with pills, cutting, etc. The ways chosen by men do not give time to change their minds, while women do have that time, and often seek help because they regret their decision. They still have not beaten their suicidal impulses though, which means that they try again in many cases.
>>675466719
That's actually probably what's causing it, without a strong moral center the identity is easily eroded by outside influences until you have hardly any idea of what you personally really want out of life at all. I've been through it myself in my youth although your case might be a different issue altogether.
>>675464377
>Pic related, read it.
Fuck off attention whore op
this thread is kill.
Don't do it, you're my girlfriend now. Lets work together to beat whatever is ailing you.
>>675467073
>>675467278
>>675467278
This is literally the most autistic thing I have ever read. Congrats.
>>675466510
Drive or come to Suffolk, lets fix the pain in your heart.
>>675467446
Thanks, superstar.
>>675467490
>>675467490
You'll fuck the emotions out of her heart?
>>675466510
Hahaha paramedicfag here. Pretty and corpse are two words that should never be put together.
When found you will be a bloated, shit and piss covered thing that your parents look at for 10 seconds trying to work out if its you.
>>675466510
Are you opiod naive or not it is a pretty critical factor, if not suboxone is really strong and not super hard to get just be aware that if you kill yourself with it the person who's it was could be held responsible.
Personally I won't OD ever again, rope or bust next time, but I would rather face life now and just be an asshole/pain in the ass to the people who hurt me.
>>675467581
>her
>>675467581
That was kind of the plan. why not score a fuck before she kills herself?
>>675467737
>>675466719
Another Anon already responded to you quite well, and he is right: what you're doing is not living, it's subsisting. Trying to fill up a hole by using distractions and stopgaps, without building anything meaningful and creating something for you, from you, about you. The hole will never be filled that way, and the more you try to fill it, the more tired you'll get by the shoveling required.
No, what I meant by living it up is travelling, or doing dangerous yet productive stuff, or learning new skills and mastering them to sheer, body-destroying determination.
Case in point: I was a fatty-boom-boom before my suicide-moment, now I'm very well in-shape (not ripped) because I started exercising well beyond the point of safety. If someone said "stick with 50 reps", I did 300 until my body literally gave out. I didn't give a shit about the meatbag that is my body anymore, and thus pushed it to the limits in some sort of insane experiment. I used to be out of breath after running 100m, now I can run for miles at a steady pace. That, and my gym buddies look at me like I'm a freak of nature since my stamina lasts forever, something my girlfriend still thanks me for.
That's what I mean. Make a change, a big one, no matter what it is, and put your everything into it. Shit, rob a bank for all I care. Just do something instead of subsisting. You have nothing left to lose.
>>675464722
>>675467801
>>675464530
if she had boobs she would be doing it
>>675467142
>that pic literally just changed my life
thanks anon
>>675467864
For someone that doesn't give a crap, you sure do give an awful lotta crap about this.
Tits or gtfo
>>675467997
STOP REFERRING TO HIM AS "SHE" YOU LONELY IDIOT FUCKSTICKS
>>675468088
Bitch, before you kill yourself, think... is it worth it? Have you ever eaten a McGangBang? Have you ever drunk a Mt Dew while two hours into raiding with your buddies on WoW? Have you ever shat in the woods? have you ever taken a selfie that has got more than three likes? have you ever tried anal with a stranger? Have you ever done a sweet trick on a bike that you have never been able to do again? Have you ever got drunk with strangers and they became your bestest buddies for a whole week? Have you ever been racist and played naive? Have you ever been to disneyland florida? Bitch, you aint fucking lived yet.
BawBawBaw woe is me, i must kill myself. Fuck up, muscle on like the rest of usl. Life is miserable, you just gotta keep on going until you find something worth going on for.
I love you, you idiot!
Hey there OP
You should take up painting or something
I dunno
Just my 2 pence
>>675467142
yeah because its not like u have to have oney and social skills, social contacts etc etc. and to be a lonley girl out late night isnt that fun. u cant trust no one because u maybe get raped.
if you have money, social skills etc yes you can make your life pretty nice.
but now i cant even go out buy bread without panicing
>>675466510
>step get constitution
Says everyevery cheap slit at the bar saying she can out drink any guy and ends up puking and shutting herself in the bathroom. Please kill yourself/10
>>675467142
....
because everyone who is depressed and wants to die can just go and buy a house in barcelona and fuck hot chicks.
fucking retard
>>675464377
The fuck is 60kg please freedom units or... live with yourself
>>675468658
>cant even go out buy bread without panicing
go fuck your self with a cactus
>need social validation
>needs social skills in the internet age
>lonely girl out late isn't fun
>needs money to be happy
doing it sooo wrong
Happiness is a means of travel not the destination.
Fuck I hope I just took some bait for your sake.
>>675464377
Insta kill
>>675468991
Not understanding the metric system - How can you live with yourself
>>675468816
>picks out one unrealistic part
>makes the rest null and void
seems lagit
confirmed pussy
>>675469153
so just give your money to me than :D you dont need it to be happy. me on the other hand needs money to survive, to pay bills and food etc
>>675468658
>carry a gun
>carry a knife
>carry pepper spray
no wait, you want to get raped don't you.
Deniability is nice.
>>675469514
why would i even want to go out in a world when i need to kill everyone? better kill myself then
>>675467726
I don't see the problem.
>>675464377
its more of a cry for help thing than you think
>>675469502
>give money to a random retard on /b/
naw I prefer to give to local charities, then I can see that my money is being used for common good.
>mfw I was $300 short on rent due to giving
>>675467142
>implying being a crippled, suicidal STD-filled poor homeless man lost in the middle of an "adventure" would be an better off than a clean gunshot to the head
I don't even care about OP or this thread but if you are suicidal, you don't just magically make it disappear by doing mindless shit
>>675469607
welp, then please do us a favor and leave this world now so we don't have to suffer your retarded logic.
>mfw humanity as a whole will be stronger with out your spineless retarded genes potentially spreading
>>675468394
Disneyworld is in Florida, not Disneyland
>>675469873
>STD-filled poor homeless man lost in the middle of an "adventure"
suicidal does not equal stupid or retarded
>>675470241
Everything in the image I replied to implies that in order to stop being suicidal, you need to be a secret agent and attack sharks
You literally need to become retarded in order to realize that you shouldn't kill yourself
>>675465922
fuk
>>675466510
UK ...get to Manchester and let me help end you
>>675467142
if you're suicidal you got problems doing all that shit won't fix you pseudo troll. it's be funny if you were being ironic and didn't actually believe that nonsense. stay in your lane.
>>675468816
>buy a house in barcelona and fuck hot chicks
>it reads move to barcelona, nothing about hot chicks
exaggeration much?
>>675471149
please kill yourself if that is what you actually believe.
PROTIP: depression is a mode of living not some conic illness
If your depressed get the fuck up and change your life if its so god damn depressing.
This just goes back to a cleaner gene pool, maybe it would be better if these retards offed themselves.
>>675466510
get some dmt and smoke it. https://alphabaymarket.com/alphabay-market-guide/
>>675466510
yw
